Brenna's Open Journal - An exploration

NOOOO Not the Kumbaya!!!

I give!

No...I totally get the point. Your trying to make things appear as if the conversation between he and I only occurred (and ended) before you and I exchanged words, and it didn't. I made SEVERAL mentions in my emotional state to your master about how the act of watching someone like yourself self destruct was very Sith like. Perhaps I should cut and paste everything I left out, but I don't need to, because Alex knows full well that you're about a week late in "attempting" to make your point.

The discussion between he and I continued after my so called "snarky" comments. That's why I'm not sweating the details lol. Your feelings were hurt because either I posted messages between your Master and I concerning you, (edit) or the fact he gave me permission to post them. It was not my intention to make myself look heroic, (I'm a Sith BTW LOL) it was the point of that journal entry by means of (edit) Thesis/Antithesis and Synthesis to express the fact that my emotions clouded my judgement...

We should all just get into a big circle around a bonfire and sing "Kumbaya". That'd be awesome. It could even be a new wave of peaceful protests. Do it in front of a Westboro Baptist Church with Rainbow Jedi Flags.

Zenchi wrote: No...I totally get the point. Your trying to make things appear as if the conversation between he and I only occurred (and ended) before you and I exchanged words, and it didn't. I made SEVERAL mentions in my emotional state to your master about how the act of watching someone like yourself self destruct was very Sith like. Perhaps I should cut and paste everything I left out, but I don't need to, because Alex knows full well that you're about a week late in "attempting" to make your point.

The discussion between he and I continued after my so called "snarky" comments. That's why I'm not sweating the details lol. Your feelings were hurt because either I posted messages between you Master and I,or the fact he gave me permission to post them. It was not my intention to make myself look heroic, (I'm a Sith BTW LOL) it was the point of that journal entry by means of (edit) Thesis/Antithesis and Synthesis to express the fact that my emotions clouded my judgement...

Except that before posting I deliberately checked with my Master on the dates to ensure that the last message you sent him where you admitted he was right happened BEFORE the conversation that we had, in fact a week before... try again.

Lol. My Master exchanges messages with almost every member of the forum. I would be busy indeed if i were upset about that. Like I said, I dont care that you talked to him. I care only about your whole "I wish I had a friend that gave me a reality slap".... "loyalty means something to me" and you care enough that you "cant sit back and watch" is nonsense. What I was going through meant nothing but an opportunity to get in on the drama. Youve never cared until that very moment. And then you tried to make it seem like everyone else was two faced and that he didnt care as much as you. But you only care when things go the way you want. And on top of that, you wave around the "I respect him so much" flag, when really, you dont.

What's funny....is that you could easily ask him yourself lol. We have multiple conversations on a regular basis, the names he comes up with some of them make me chuckle. (Edit) I fully admit, (as he already knows) I was emotional and said stupid shit. I said the same thing to your Master, and was convinced he was wrong. That was the point, thesis antithesis and synthesis I think you missed that part. I called the council hypocrites before on my way out before. If Alex questioned my intent, I seriously doubt he would continue messaging me LOL.

I literally just popped popcorn for this thread.

*edit* - it's yummy, too.

Oooooh, you talk to Alex regularly! Arent you just the coolest of the cool. Can I touch your eyebrow? Maybe just breathe in the air you disturb as you walk?

Hmmm, youve brought up talking to Alex and being jealous of that a few times now.... I wonder....

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I did ask him. And what you said doesnt seem relevant to the conversation somehow, though Im guessing youre just deflecting now.

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However, Ive just been reminded that I am indulging in one of my many failings, my inability to let something go until Ive exhausted the point. Ive been advised to just "call his bullshit" and leave it.

So yeah... leaving it.

Wanna talk about something else? Before my sarcasm gets totally out of control, runs out, and Im forced to communicate via interpretive dance?

Desperation doesn't look good on you. I ain't buying it...

The only person desperate here is me. I think I ran out of butter...

Lol. You could ask him yourself if you like, if he wants to be revealed.... And its no secret that merilessly driving a point home is one of my lesser appreciated qualities.

We could keep going if you want, but I doubt anyone will gain from it.