Brenna's Open Journal - An exploration

Very well Maitre,

I withdraw.

Again you read it how you like, I brought his n ame up because he advised me to stop engaging with you, I NEVER called or pointed to the man being two faced. I was emotional, I don't deny that. I also left out a good chunk of those messages because I really didn't think all of it needed to be made public. Again, I asked his permission. This was more to do with the fact that whe was correct about my attachment and how i came to realize it. Would love to chew back and forth with you, but I have an essay to finish...

I love how youre editing your posts before anyone else can see them.



- sorry Maitre

Just so you know...I practically called Alex a hypocrite in these messages, the part I didn't include lol. It wasn't my intention to drudge shit back up, but to show that I was indeed wrong not only about my attachment but my assessment. He knows full well my thoughts concerning this, as I did conclude our correspondence over the topic with the fact I realized he was in fact right, and I wrong. More than likely you would have read that part Id left out, and refrained from picking up where we left off. So by trying to leave parts out because of sensitive issues, more harm has been caused. I take responsibility for the things I've done and said in the past, your digging shit up and (edit) it's nothing new, and as stated, has already been discussed between your Master and I...

Funny though, that this revelation of him being right didnt stop you from afterwards sending me snarky messages over it and then dispite this new found understanding, still making out that everyone was two faced and alluded that my Master was somehow either two faced, or "very sith like".

The past? Gosh yes, last tuesday seems a long way off doesnt it.

If Alex has doubts concerning what was said between the two of us, (He and I) the discussion between us in regards to this subject will most assuredly continue. The man knows full well what has been said, and I will wait for his reply. I will say this, if he had any doubts or reservations towards my intentions, he would never have given me permission to post those messages (although not in their entirety) publicly.

You miss my point, yet again.

I dont much care what was said between you and Maitre, Im interested in the fact that after insulting him and going at me, you paint yourself as heroically caring enough about someone to get all worked up, when in reality you dont, you cared only about getting in on the drama and threw a massive when you couldnt, and man did you turn fast. Ironic really.

I care that you talk about respecting my Master, when it would seem that in the conversations you and I had privately, you dont. Twisting his words does not seem like respect to me. nor does refering to his advice as sith like.

Alexs patience with you is laudable.