Brenna's Open Journal - An exploration

Zenchi wrote: You're an empath, and its starting to have an adverse affect on you, work on your shields and stop letting the world around you bring you down...

Bringing me down? No, just allowing me to see the world as it is. Spiteful and selfish. I am a mirror of my world am I not? I am a product of what the world has made me out to be. And dont we all secretly hope that the victim who escapes gets the opportunity to bring down their tormentors?

Isnt that what we all love to see, vengeance and getting our own.

Brenna wrote: So if indifference is only temporary then everyone should be treated with the same level of malice? After all, everyone will turn on us eventually. Might as well use them or break them while you can.

Not everyone. Spreading anger and hatred from one person to another enables the angry person. Also, you become what you hate: an angry person. Oh and the best revenge is a life well lived.

The world is been this way since long before you were born, so are you in turn going to allow it to taint and poison you from the inside out, or are you going to continue being who you are deep down inside and not letting the world fucking ruin your perspective. It's all about how you look at things and where you center your focus. "After all, everyone will turn on us eventually. Might as well use them or break them while you can." That's bullshit and deep down you know it. I sent you a PM, I can't force you to reply...

Zenchi wrote: The world is been this way since long before you were born, so are you in turn going to allow it to taint and poison you from the inside out, or are you going to continue being who you are deep down inside and not letting the world fucking ruin your perspective. It's all about how you look at things and where you center your focus. "After all, everyone will turn on us eventually. Might as well use them or break them while you can." That's bullshit and deep down you know it. I sent you a PM, I can't force you to reply...

If you cant beat em, join em right?

All about perspective? So being dark is simply a point of view?

Wow, I don't know what to say to that. So...the world's fucked up and you're giving in... okay. Have fun...

Zenchi wrote: Wow, I don't know what to say to that. So...the world's fucked up and you're giving in... okay. Have fun...

you say giving in, I say accepting reality. worlds a shitty place right? Why should I not let that side of me flourish. Makes it easier to blend in if nothing else.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dyihQtBes1I

seriously? Your going to try save me from the darkside with that crap?

Id like to find whoever writes her songs house and be all like

SMITE (language)

What exactly are you exploring in this journal?

So being dark is simply a point of view?

You call this Dark?

I call it, well, simply put, complaining.

Angry complaining for sure, but I see no real exploration of Darkness.

More an exploration in being petty.

As your avatar says...

Deal with it.

Yeah, life is crappy sometimes, and so are some of the people in it.

Still, your responsible for your sphere of influence.

If you are surrounded by crappy situations and people, there is only one person you need be angry at about that.

Yourself.

You have two options, change your situation, or stay in it.

Still, if you plan to stay in it, there is little purpose in complaining.

Everyone has exactly the life they want for themselves.

Khaos wrote: What exactly are you exploring in this journal?

So being dark is simply a point of view?

You call this Dark?

I call it, well, simply put, complaining.

Angry complaining for sure, but I see no real exploration of Darkness.

More an exploration in being petty.

As your avatar says...

Deal with it.

Yeah, life is crappy sometimes, and so are some of the people in it.

Still, your responsible for your sphere of influence.

If you are surrounded by crappy situations and people, there is only one person you need be angry at about that.

Yourself.

You have two options, change your situation, or stay in it.

Still, if you plan to stay in it, there is little purpose in complaining.

Everyone has exactly the life they want for themselves.

Oh? So what is dark then pray tell.