Rants far and wide

I hate feeling unworthy of my hormones.
I hate the anxiety injecting myself causes (for a reason I'm unsure of).

Calling me unhelpful to my boss when I put myself out in my own time to do things for your clients is insulting.

Woke up this morning and threw some clothes in the washer...got my coffee and fed the spoiled cat some peanut butter off my finger...turned the boob tube on and checked Michigan weather (It's still Winter)...turned over to check the news and it just made me angry...Fox News (conservatives) blasting the President for his latest comments...MSNBC (liberals) blasting the latest quotes of some Republican candidate...I want NEWS! not party politics. I shoulda known better, or else waited to drink the caffeine.

It is your privilege and right to discuss any issue you have with my supervisor, but it is not okay to threaten me just because you're not getting your way.

I'm pretty sure it's over now. Can we move on please.

I wish I could stop feeling
Falling for people and feeling things
I wish I could say I’m happy
To not be with anyone
But I would be lying
I am happy only so long as I don’t think
About you
And maybe my standards have gone to s---
Is it bad that I fall for people who respect my humanity?
It’s okay if we don’t like the same things
As long as you do what fulfills you
But I need someone who takes it as fact
That I am who I am
And you do that without question
You make me feel alive being around
You're my kind of weird
I f-ing hate life.

You know....I promised myself I wouldn't look or participate in this thread. Encouraging negativity is not really my thing. But I can understand and value the need to vent. No matter what it is....and I find that need now...

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Here it goes.....

F.u.c.k. You.

Fuck you. Fuck you. And yes, you too.

I know I am not the brightest Crayon in the box. I know I am not exactly the best with my words when it comes to social communications...I am trying. I can write pages upon pages of fiction but when it comes to talking to people....especially pathetic, self absorbed people like you. Just like my non colorful and non eloquent manners of writing, I don't bow and scrape and bend my knees like other people you deal with. Reality Check. I. Do. Not. Idolize you! You may think your a queen of the CARAVAN (which is not historically accurate by the way) but you are not my queen. You have no right to speak to me in that way. I have bent over backwards to try and make the best of a situation I didn't want to be in, in the first place. When I set my mind on a task I do so with the power of the Ox behind me, determined and dedicated to get the field plowed and seeded and you C***k block me every single time with your political rules 'You cant, you cant, you cant, you cant' well if I CANT do anything at all....then you can have the glory of maneuvering my strings for me...wait what? You don't want that responsibility? Then stop being so gorram insufferable. You are more than happy to be best friends with that other girl....give her gifts...make exceptions...bend the rules...its ok for her because you are all best buddies. But I'm just that N00b right? Just a thrall, a servant under your foot.

Fuck You.

Not sure what it says about me the number of times I've posted in this thread...


Stop talking please. Just stop. No more politics. No more religion. I can't listen to it any more.

Damn it, someone else said it and made me realize it...

I am perfectly happy saving when I think of you.

DAMN IT.