Thank you all for your opinions and help. I definitely know the dangers of not discussing issues with my family. I've had this type of discussion before as I have practiced several religions. I am a very inquisitive person and want to experience things for myself. I think I'm going to do some meditation and figure out what to say to the. I know how to act when talking with them. It's the what to say part that I'm working on. Again, thank you for all your opinions and very helpful suggestions.