Kabbalah Course Discussion Group

I think the words are outdated and that we have lots of individuals that are born truth seekers.

What do you guys think about Mysticism's place in our modern world? Is there merit?

I think there is merit in anything that brings someone more understanding.

the definition of mysticism has sort of evolved - or maybe itsjust become more open
essentially mysticism as the word is used today is the unification of the individual with the whole of reality or at least the sublime
ostensibly the sublime experience is in effect tje divine experience and so to be unified is an ecstacy from which we draw not only happiness but also wisdom and purpose

every now and again i like to look up the definition of the word "sublime"

the path of the mystic is imo simply one linguistic interpretation of the path of knowledge

lol or is it the other way around?

i think mysticism is great
its referenced with "occult" and often (in new age) its associated with "alchemy" which i dont know a fig about what the old alchemist "mystics" really did or belived but its presented now that the word of the day in the alchemist tradition is "transformation"

which i dont know of a system that ISNT about transformation, including our exciting (IM excited!) forray into what ive always heard described as "jewish mysticism" the kaballah

oh and again im not sure which video its in but kabbalah as its explained here DEFINITELY has a yin/yang concept of giving and recieving

i dont recall if he mentioned this but the word itself actually MEANS "to recieve" and he explains that is part of our nature

i dont want to say more because i think im talking about videos ahead of where we're at in the convo but imo its not possoble to develop a system that will.actually work for elevating consciousness without pretty much hitting on the same ideas that have always been used to develop consciousness

the awesomeness for me is when i find something which offers new (to me) way of explaining something which i relate to more meaningfully than what i had before

Edan wrote:

Mareeka wrote: I also like how the instructor went through what Kabbalah was not:

Satan
Mysticism
Religion

Any others? I didn't write them down.

I have wanted to know what the Kabbalah was for a long time.
I am glad the books were opened in 1996.

Poor Satan, blamed for everything that people don't understand!

I've done a bit of study on the Kabbalah previously as I am also studying the Qliphoth.. will be interesting to see how much I've picked up so far.

We're lucky that they believe that it should be free in order that we may learn.. tuition of this kind is often paid for.

I reviewed our discussion on Lesson 1 . . .I wanted to add a note on "What Kabbalah is not."
The instructors did bring up the things that people say the Kabbalah is and which are incorrect descriptions

They did not criticize: Satanism, mysticism, philosophy, religion . . . absolutely zero opinions on any of them.

Has everyone watched the second video now?

For some reason I couldn't get the video to run properly so I had to suffer with only audio and I did so while I was doing something else so I have only very brief notes.

Here is what I do have:

Process of development… be more than animal… be fully conscious
Creator created to bring pleasure to the created

We are a vessel.. a desire to receive pleasure. We are not just the body..
The only thing created was the desire to receive pleasure.

Creator is the will to bestow.. we have the desire to receive, but this brings us to want to bestow back

Humans suffer from control.. ‘growing ego’ as we develop

Still Level - the things we need to survive (natural responses, same as animals)
Vegetative Level - Riches.. gain something over others
Animate Level - level of control - development but only for itself
Human Level - knowledge

By the end of the human level, we move up towards the creator consciously
Purpose is to reveal what is already there but what we cannot perceive; we were there originally but we could not perceive it.
Our current era shows the increasing desire for spirituality
As we get to the ‘point in the heart', previous things that fulfilled desire are no longer enough. Nothing lasting.

He/she in Kabbalah is not about physical gender but about whether one bestows or receives; so a man who is receiving is she, regardless of his gender.

The third one is out now also.

What I took away from the second;

Creator is not an entity even though referred to as he.
The Creator is Force or Essence and it is Giving; therefore, referred symbolically as he.

Kli is the vessel which receives. The creation which receives. It is neither male not female, nor form, but it is symbolically referred to as she.

None of the wisdom is about forms as we define them. It is all allegory.

The states (stiil, vegetative, animate and human) are symbols of phases that are gone through.
Still (basic instincts) Vegetative (acquiring, getting) Animate (control and territorial over others) Human (quest for knowledge) until ultimately the question comes What is the meaning of life?

So after a full descent, the question/the point in the heart is an ascent. A conscious decision to adhere with the Force/Creator.
Up the steps that were come down. The "steps" down are like the growing of the ego.

Our 5 senses tell us that we are different from 7 billion others.
Everything is generated on desire to receive pleasure.
Certain desire is embedded in form to stay in form.
What happens when new level of desire emerges but not from external circumstance

With the 20th century, the desire is growing, the pleasure is not lasting.

The next step is attainment.
The desire to give (Force/Creator) and the desire to receive (Kli) are not two separate entities or opposites
They are brought together as one.
(here i see the yin yang symbol)
Degrees of expansion of the force are neither (large or small, internal or external) all ego and exchanged for bestowal.

the only thing i might have worth note to add is that - allegorically - we are all both male and female following the sort of representational or essence-ial view point being used here

we all fill up space in the universe - our physical being is one of being within existence so to speak

but our sensory apparatus is receptive

light, sound, smell and taste, even touch really, all are ways of allowing the universe to enter into us so that we can understand and "fill it" in an intelligent, SENSEitive, and interactive way

EDIT

also if you go to the self study tab all of the videos are listed
i think lol
theres a listing of a bunch of videos labelled "lesson 1 lesson 2" ect until 16

actually i can add this

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yehuda_Ashlag

Rabbi Yehuda Ashlag (1885—1954) or Yehuda Leib Ha-Levi Ashlag (Hebrew: רַבִּי יְהוּדָה לֵיבּ הַלֵּוִי אַשְׁלַג‎), also known as the Baal Ha-Sulam (Hebrew: בַּעַל הַסּוּלָם‎, "Author of the Ladder") in reference to his magnum opus, was an orthodox rabbi and kabbalist born in Łódź, Congress Poland, Russian Empire, to a family of scholars connected to the Hasidic courts of Porisov and Belz.[1] Rabbi Ashlag lived in the Holy Land from 1922 until his death in 1954 (except for two years in England). In addition to his Sulam commentary on the Zohar, his other primary work, Talmud Eser Sefirot is regarded as the central textbook for students of Kabbalah. Ashlag systematically interpreted the wisdom and promoted its wide dissemination. In line with his directives, many contemporary adherents of Ashlag’s teachings strive to spread Kabbalah to the masses.

Ashlag reputedly studied Kabbalah from the age of seven, hiding pages from the book Etz Chaim (The Tree of Life) of Isaac Luria (also known as the Arizal) in the Talmudic tractate he was meant to be studying.[1] At the age of twelve, he studied the Talmud independently. By nineteen, Ashlag’s knowledge of the Torah was profound enough for the rabbis of Warsaw to confer upon him the title of rabbi. During this period he worked as a judge in the court of the Warsaw rabbis and also gained experience as a teacher for training judges for Jewish courts. Ashlag also studied German while in Warsaw, and read original texts of Hegel, Marx, Nietzsche, and Schopenhauer.[1]

While still in Poland, he met an unidentified Warsaw merchant, who revealed himself to Ashlag as a Kabbalist. Ashlag studied with this particular teacher every night for three months, he said, “until my arrogance separated us,” and the teacher disappeared. A few months later Ashlag met the teacher again, and after pleading with him, convinced him to reveal an important kabbalistic secret. The next day, the teacher died.[1]

Israel[edit]
In 1921, at the age of 36, Ashlag made the decision to emigrate to the Land of Israel, a journey that took several months.[1] He spent the first few years living anonymously, supporting his family through manual labor by day and writing his commentaries at night. Eventually, he was recognized through his work, and was appointed Rabbi of Givat Shaul, Jerusalem in 1924.[1]

Ashlag was friendly with the Kabbalist and Chief Rabbi of the British Mandate of Palestine, Rabbi Abraham Kook, who recognized Ashlag as a great follower of Isaac Luria. Ashlag had high hopes of meeting great Kabbalists in Jerusalem including the Sephardi followers of the great 18th century Yemenite Jewish Kabbalist Sar Shalom Sharabi. However, he was profoundly disappointed by his encounter with them. Their views about Kabbalah ran contrary to Ashlag’s experience with the teaching as a means of profound personal transformation and spiritual illumination, by becoming a vessel for divine light.[1]

In 1926 Ashlag left for London, and it was there that he wrote his commentary on Isaac Luria book Etz Chaim (The Tree of Life). This work is entitled Panim Meirot Umasbirot. It took him one and a half years to complete this work. It was published in 1927, and in 1928 Ashlag returned to the British Mandate of Palestine.[1]

In 1932 Ashlag and his family moved to Jaffa. During this period, Ashlag also began one of his main works, Talmud Eser Sefirot, a commentary on all the writings of the Isaac Luria.[2] In this undertaking, he developed a comprehensive explanation of the sequence of the creation of all of the upper worlds (Olamot Elyonim), starting with the source of emanation (Ma'atzil) and finishing with our world (Olam HaZeh). The work is divided into six volumes, containing sixteen parts and over two thousand pages. Some today consider it as the core of the entire teaching of Kabbalah.

In the 1930s Ashlag, now in his fifties, gathered around him a group of disciples, including Rav Yehuda Tzvi Brandwein, his closest student, and studied Kabbalah every night, often from shortly after midnight until dawn. He also composed many articles and letters at this time that openly promoted the study of Kabbalah on a mass scale.[1] Ashlag went to great lengths to publish Kabbalistic material, in mediums suitable for disseminating the knowledge he had acquired across the entire nation. He began an independent Kabbalistic newsletter publication, “HaUma” (“The Nation”), of which only one issue survived.[citation needed] Its contents present Ashlag's analytical depths of using knowledge he had attained in Kabbalah to illuminate the cause of political and social problems in human egoism; giving reasons why communism was destined to fail, and offering solutions for correcting the property of human egoism through his teaching method of Kabbalah

Ashlag differs fundamentally from all Kabbalists of the past, who studied and taught Kabbalah in a concealed manner, in that he felt a great need to reveal and clarify the teaching of Kabbalah to the masses.[1] This was because he saw that the evil inclination in people (human egoism) would rise to an altogether new height in this era of humanity, causing an altogether new era of internal suffering felt as a meaningless and confused existence.[2][verification needed]

In 1943, Ashlag moved to Tel Aviv, and there began working on his book, HaSulam (The Ladder), a collection of commentaries on The Zohar. During this period, he wrote for eighteen hours a day, and due to a lack of money he was not able to afford a sufficient amount of paper and ink to write more precise explanations. He later said that if it had been within his capabilities, he would have written a full commentary on The Zohar in two-hundred volumes, but he was unable to begin the work only because of a lack of means.[4]

He completed this work in 1953, and later added three more volumes. Rav Ashlag's closest student Rav Yehuda Tzvi Brandwein later finished the work by adding this three volumes called Tikkunei HaZohar "Maalot Hasulam". In honor of the completion of the entire work, his students organized a big feast in Meron, where Ashlag gave the speech that is today printed under the title “Maamar LeSiyum HaZohar” (“An Article for the Completion of the Zohar,” also known as “Speech in Celebration for the Conclusion of the Zohar”).[4] Yehuda Ashlag died on the day of Yom Kippur in 1954. He was buried on cemetery Har HaMenuchot located in Givat Shaul, Jerusalem, Israel.

Rabbi Yehudah Tzvi Brandwein a direct descendent of the famous first Admor of Stretin, Rabbi Yehudah Tzvi of Stretin, was a foremost disciple of Rabbi Yehudah HaLevi Ashlag (Baal HaSulam). His vast knowledge of the Lurianic system of Kabbalah enabled him to codify and edit the entire writings of the Ari HaKadosh, Rabbi Yitzchak Luria. He continued with a similar style of translation and commentary of Rabbi Yehudah Ashlag known as Maalot HaSulam (Extension of the Ladder) on those works of Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai, which Rabbi Ashlag didn't complete during his lifetime, namely Hashmatot HaZohar (Various other Writings) and Tikkunei HaZohar.

Rabbi Brandwein was one of the first Jewish settlers within the Old City of Jerusalem after the Six Day War.

Rabbi Yehuda Zvi Brandwein, ran a religious school in Jerusalem called Yeshiva Kol Yehudah, founded in 1922 by Rabbi Yehuda Ashlag. For a while he also served as the chief rabbi for the Histadrut - the Israeli labor union, using his position to bring many secular Israelis back to Judaism.

Ashlag wrote and published two major works. The first, Talmud Eser Sefirot is a complete re-editing and commentary to the works of 16th century Kabbalist Rabbi Isaac Luria. This is a comprehensive exposition of the system of the upper worlds, Partzufim and Sefirot, in the scientific language of Kabbalah which was developed by Luria.[2]

As a core Kabbalistic text, it is especially unique in its utmost precision to detail to the structural organization and processes occurring in the upper worlds. It is set out as a comprehensive textbook, complete with commentaries, a section in each chapter dedicated to further reflection upon the commentaries, definitions of terms, tables of questions and answers, an introduction clarifying how to study Kabbalah in the correct manner, and also a summarized preface of the entire text.[2]

His other masterwork was his Sulam commentary on The Zohar, which earned him the name “Baal HaSulam”. This monumental work took him ten years to complete, written between the years 1943 and 1953. It includes a translation of The Zohar from Aramaic to Hebrew as well as an extensive interpretation.

Rabbi Yehudah Tzvi Brandwein was a foremost disciple of Rabbi Yehudah HaLevi Ashlag (Baal HaSulam). His vast knowledge of the Lurianic system of Kabbalah enabled him to codify and edit the entire writings of the Ari HaKadosh, Rabbi Yitzchak Luria. He continued with a similar style of translation and commentary of Rabbi Yehudah Ashlag known as Maalot HaSulam (Extension of the Ladder) on those works of Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai, which Rabbi Ashlag didn't complete during his lifetime, namely Hashmatot HaZohar (Various other Writings) and Tikkunei HaZohar.

Another publication is the notebook of Yehuda Ashlag’s son and disciple, Baruch Ashlag. His notebook, entitled Shamati (I Heard]), contains over two hundred articles which were copied down from lessons and talks of Yehuda Ashlag. Baruch Ashlag kept this notebook with him in secret, until he was on his deathbed, in 1991. It was later published in Hebrew, and has been translated into many different languages. The articles in Shamati form a unique kabbalistic work in their emotional depth of capturing the inner processes that a Kabbalist goes through on the path of spiritual attainment.

Teachings

Ashlag’s commentary offered a systematic interpretation of the legacy of the Isaac Luria. This was the first since the 18th century when the Baal Shem Tov, Moshe Chaim Luzzatto (Ramchal), the Vilna Gaon and Sar Shalom Sharabi (the Rashash) offered their interpretation of the Luria's teaching. Ashlag’s system focused on the transformation of human consciousness from the "desire to receive" to the "desire to give," i.e., from egocentricity to altruism. This path of transformation is described in Lurianic Kabbalah.

Ashlag stated that the purpose of studying Kabbalah is equal to the purpose of why human beings were created, and that through its study, a person is capable of revealing the entirety of processes and structures that have taken place in the creation of the universe.[5][verification needed]

"Equivalence of form" with this source means having the same attributes or qualities as it, and Ashlag defines the qualities of this source as being altruistic, namely the desire to give, or in Ashlag's words, the "will to bestow" (Ratzon LeHashpia).[6][verification needed]

Through intensive study of Kabbalah, a person's desire to give to others is developed in relation to this goal. Ashlag believed that the coming of the Messiah meant that humans would attain this quality which would allow them to give up their selfishness and devote themselves to loving each other for the sake of life's purpose, as stated in the commandment "love thy neighbor as thyself."[6]

Ashlag had strong political opinions, believing in a religious version of libertarian communism, based on principles of Kabbalah. Though his anti-capitalist and anti-imperialist ideas show some Marxist influence, he strongly opposed communism instituted by force and believed in "developing a community based on love between its members and a society founded on economic justice."[1] He supported the Kibbutz movement and preached to establish a network of self-ruled internationalist communes, who would eventually “annul the brute-force regime completely, for ‘every man did that which was right in his own eyes.’”, because “there is nothing more humiliating and degrading for a person than being under the brute-force government”.[7]

The Or HaGanuz community of Northern Israel is based on the principles of Rabbi Yehudah Ashlag, and is led by Rabbi Mordechai Sheinberger, a prominent contemporary teacher of Rabbi Ashlag's kabbalistic system.

OB1Shinobi wrote: also if you go to the self study tab all of the videos are listed
i think lol
theres a listing of a bunch of videos labelled "lesson 1 lesson 2" ect until 16

They have them in the 'archive' bit if that's what you mean?

I will always be behind so if the conversation here outstrips me I will not be upset..

Mareeka wrote: The desire to give (Force/Creator) and the desire to receive (Kli) are not two separate entities or opposites
They are brought together as one.
(here i see the yin yang symbol)

I liked this idea that they spoke about as it seems distinctly different to the way the 'creator' is usually described in religion... usually they are a separate distinct entity.. and while one may become closer to the deity, they never become as the deity.

Hi guys. Carry on without me for a bit. I'll get caught up, but I graduate in two weeks and I have a ton of stuff going on.

@Connor . . . Good Luck!!!

@OB1 ..... there are materials on the site OTHER than the course we are taking (i.e. where is says lesson 1 - 16) . . .

After registering for the Spring 2015 course we are going to a section for which this discussion group was set up.
The link to register is in the OP.

Edan wrote: I liked this idea that they spoke about as it seems distinctly different to the way the 'creator' is usually described in religion... usually they are a separate distinct entity.. and while one may become closer to the deity, they never become as the deity.

Yeah . . . the old paradigm versus the new paradigm . . .

but the new paradigm . . . is not new!!!! lol

Ok... so third lesson was basically a run down of important figures in Kabbalah history..

I couldn't watch the video (kept saying 'corrupted' when I loaded it), so I ended up listening at the gym (so once again, no notes taken).

I'm not sure anything particular stood out for me in this lesson, except to say that the 'system' that is Kabbalah is obviously not one person's system, but a system progressed by many.

Their comment about the Zohar being written from the higher level of understanding of the writer is a bit like being presented with a code you can't unravel unless you've read the code.

The progression from what you might call the 'un-illuminated' (when Abraham etc. were writing) to modern times seems like an interesting one. Even though the knowledge was kept hidden until people were worthy to read it, if you look back in history there's always determination to search for meaning even when it has been hidden or considered dangerous and suppressed.
Knowledge is so freely available now, it's hard to imagine having doors closed on you.

Here are my notes on lesson 3:

The Following Timeline Is:
Evolution of the will to receive
Evolution of humanity
Evolution of kabbalah

TIMELINE

after billions of years pass, homo sapiens emerge as "still" degree of desire
initially, only cared about preserving existence (hunting, shelter, procreation)
this happened all over globe

ADAM KADMON
Somewhere around Mesopotamia (5775 years ago) - (not to be confused with Adam of Bible)
Noted as first time homo sapien questions his existence.
Imagine all living off instincts and one wakes up and says: "What is the meaning of life?
He was first human to get in touch with upper reality.
Like a scientist, he was curious, curious, curious, then click.
A whole new dimension to the world he is living in, although not yet the kabbalah.

A book was written, but it will not make sense as it is suitable to the time/desire for which it was written.

Laws do not change. They are absolute.
Because desire is constantly changing, the methods used to overcome it are constantly changing as well.
It is not a different method, it is a method that adapts to the times.

ABRAHAM (4000 years ago)
First kabbalist
Ancient Babylon
Same Abraham as bible
Priest - advisor to king
studied and observed nature

For awhile ancient Babylon was a thriving metropolitan area. All got along well like one massive family.
Eruption of Ego - Exploitation - Spike in Ego - Spike in Self Interest

The Tower of Babel was metaphorically built to get to know God/Force
All the different languages (no one understanding each other) symbolized uncontrolled growth of desire, not understanding each other and clashing of desires.

Abraham wrote Sefir - Zohar - Book of Creation
First time there is a method of kabbalah and how to reach adhesion with Creator/Force

He observed that everything in nature built on connections, everything determined by the nature of that connection. There are always 2 elements of nature (nurturing/depleting, exciting/downer, . . . etc.)

MOSES (3,000 years ago)
same one that is said to have written 5 books to the Bible.
all of Bible is allegory
Leading people out of Egypt is symbol of leading self out of ego each day.

RASHBI (2,000 years ago)
Jews were oppressed in Israel by Romans
Rash be grabs 9 guys to study with him in a cave for 40 years.
They produce 40 volumes of encyclopedia.

This is all an illusion. The only thing that is real is desire.
One desire was created and it shattered.

ARI (16th century)
Created Tree of Life system
Wrote fundamental book of commentary on Zorah
characters appear out of nature
North of Jerusalem in Galilee
his scribed was burned with his books.

BAAL HaSulam (1884-1954)
the writings of Ari were expanded
wrote in modern day language so anyone can pick up and start ascent.
describes above/down structure

RABBISH (died in 1991)
took writings into groups
opened up method

Michael Laitman (beside Rabbish for 12 years)
written over 40 books
Professor of Ontology
Phd in Philosophy and Kabbalah
MSc in Medical Bio-Cybernetics
"To change the world, change the man"


Summary
*As desire develops, humanity develops - more pleasure for less
*but method for ascent develops right beside it.

I have been thinking about the above/down thing . . . and upper world . . . .
Lessons three and four are out and this concept has not yet been specifically addressed.

But . . something came to me this morning.
First, it is given that a problem can't be solved from within the same thought system that created it (Einstein --- i think).
Second . . . things like will, desire, passion, openmindedness . . . are all like bridges/activators to broader way of seeing.

So . . maybe . . .this upper world concept is entirely within our being . . . like when we want to see . . we will see
Maybe then, from a higher view so-called view. . we can see the egoic self more objectively . . hence better choosing .
Perhaps something like that???

Lesson 4: This lesson starts with the question: Do you live in reality or a dream?

Kabbalists gives an explanation. Science gives an explanation.

First the lesson looked at science Newtonian approach.
He said:
there is me and there is reality
I perceive with my 5 senses
Other people are born they perceive the world with their 5 senses and that is the way reality is
It is as I see it. I am as I see it.
I do not change.
I am constant.

Moving on to Einstein in 1900s.
He said: wait a minute.
I change because I can see the world differently
This is his theory of relativity.
The way I see the world is subjective.
Why did he say that?
Because even though we see common things, the way we feel, the sensations we experience are different.
So here, reality is still constant. I change.

Moving on to 1930s Quantum Physics.
Wait a minute . . .
If I look subjectively at life and see things are changing through my perception then it is really not possible for reality to be as it is. It cannot be constant.
So here, reality changes. I change.

Kabala <2000 years ago

Places reality here and the individual here and gives each one a great big question mark. This is the point of heart. (My note: same questions . . who am I?, what is meaning/purpose of life?

What is the Kabala explanation of reality?

Take our sense of sight for example. We see a wide world before us wondrously filled, but in fact; we see all that only in our own interior. There is kind of a photographic machine in our hind brain which portrays everything that appears to us and nothing outside of us. For that there is a kind of polished mirror in our brain that inverts everything seen there so we will see it outside our brain in front of our face. Yet, what we see outside us is not a real thing.

So it is said that I have to change in order for reality to change.
Kli: egoism is used for a higher order of reality.
Not to scrap the old for a new . . but to add a new to be built on. . .to grow spiritually.

How do we know when we have risen a degree?
What could not be seen before is now seen.

Through bestowal, light is attracted and effects an equalness of form (which is a matter of quality)
Light is opposite egoism.

There are 2 forces in reality
Attribute of bestowal
Attribute of reception

In this lesson a lot of time is giving about how bestowal is different than giving. Giving to want something in return and giving to give to the Force/Creator/Creation.

Being in the Force/Light above this layer of creation and being able to work with 2 layers simultaneously. The ego will keep growing but the positive Force is above it. The Kabala is about staying above the growing ego.

My note: I am reminded of ego, yet humility and 2 forces as one symbol (yin/yang symbol).
And the same time . . . I am also seeing the triangle invert itself, empty out and disappear.

Here are notes from the next lesson and some of the questions/answers from the lesson.

Lesson 5 - Intention

The quality of reception, in itself, it is a perceiving mechanism.
It is built to perceive reality in the way we see it through 5 senses.
Kabbalah says there is more to that reality.
Kabbalah teaches us how to see and perceive the way we were designed to.

The most basic level that kabbalist talk about intention to receive is that the will to receive is the only kind of intention we have. The desire to receive is neutral.
The intention that rides on this, is by default, the intention to receive for self.

Intention is the purpose or the way we are doing something.
Kabbalist say there is no other intention but to deliver pleasure to self.

For a moment, freeze. Notice how body starts to pull immediately.
There are a lot of actions that want to take place.
They are the expression of our desire to receive pleasure self.
This is where it starts. It grows to: How do I use the world to fulfill my needs, then my wants.
This desire caters to our bodies, our interest, to our future, the way people think of us.
It is like a maintenance service. Any service you could provide to someone else...
This intention is always there to receive for self.
Even in moments of stillness, there are internal calculations.

The will to receive is the whole substance of creation. The will to receive is the matter of creation.
It does not change. It is not bad or good.

We are talking about now levels of intention. There are only 2: will to receive and will to bestow.
When one moves hand from chair to table it is because he thinks he will enjoy it more.

Kabbalah shows us how to correct that starting point.

What is bestow? None of us are bestowing in this world. There is always a reward.
People do what they do because it makse them feel better.
They would not be able to not do it if it were otherwise. Altruistic tendency is selfish also.

It is natural law anything outside of body is unreal and empty.

Desire is like the inside of a cup. It has one intention-to receive.
Kabbalist tell us we can develop a thing called intention from the point in the heart.
It is like a lid on the cup. It transforms the purpose of the desire itself.

Our lense is a distorted picture. All I can see is what gives me pleasure or what I should run from.
If we develop the point of the heart, we can see things we never saw before.
Good acts won't get us there unless we develop that sense.
Intention is what changes the world- not our actions.

Question: How is correcting one's intention not another act of ego?
Answer: Indeed if we start digging deep, if current intention is ego, then I want to make it altruistic.
We can make our self crazy trying to change our intention, when we look at it.
Human ego is so tricky, sneaky, and so intricately produced.
There is more and more layers to every single thing that we are doing.
Correcting one's intention could, yes, be another act of ego.
It keeps getting more and more revealed to us. We are working on changing a big beast.
It is not so simple to just replace him. Every correction that we make, reveals further details.
We are realizing more lack of correction with each correction that we make.

Our perception of reality is driven by will to receive. A program that is constantly running.

What is intention?
The reason why we doing anything. If we are doing something there is intention behind it.
Action is not independent from intention.
E.g. knife may be cutting. A doctor may have one intent. A criminal may have another intent.

Will to receive is the only thing of matter. The only thing created by Creator/Force.
What is significant is level of intention behind it.
The intention to receive or the intention to bestow behind it.

In this Course they will teach how to change the intention.

Any movement of love that one performs toward another is performed with a reflected light of same reward that will eventually return to him for his own good. Such an act could not be considered love of another because it is judged by its end. It is like rent that finally pays off. However, the act of renting is not considered love of another, but any movement of love towards other without any spark of reflected light and no more for any kind of self gratification in return is completely impossible by nature. This means all the good deeds that they do towards their friends or their God is not for their love of friends or God, but for their love of themselves.

How to reach spirituality above this corporal life?
After we reach point in heart, we develop it, we attain it, then we can change intention.
Million of good acts. Is world getting better?
No, because of the intention
Act are coming from egoism.
To act beyond beasty needs, or we destroy the world.

Once we start attaining, once we change our intention, we start unlocking more and more layers we are not currently feeling.

In Kabbalah, Adam is symbol of collective soul.
Between the soul and the soul desire this collective light shattered.
Shattering created feeling of disconnection the process of the shattering.
Kabbalah is help with reconnecting and bringing to a higher level.

How can I do an action without self benefit?
Yes, drinking water is for myself and also necessity. Do not stop doing what doing. We will build above it.

Five new senses will lead us to spiritual sixth sense.
Everything we receive is within our 5 senses.
Based on our 5 senses, we develop spiritual desires.
We do not know what they are now, you start attaining them, you start feeling them.

Once you have new 5 senses, you see reality in new glasses, a wider way, and with understanding cause of everything.

How can I change my nature if there is not action without self benefit?
Once we make change. What looks like reality will stay the same.
Our perception will change - see more connection, see more love.

First understand - we are will to receive. Every action is for self benefit.
This is not in a bad way. This vessel is all will to receive.

Giving - don't change that. We want to speak above it. Look at intention
Kabbalah does not look at action.

This intention of bestowal is attained. It is not acquired like ethics.

How do we know I am changing my intention is not really ego trick?
To recognize is good because it will trick all the time.
Once you attain it, you know it for sure-no mistakes about it.
The tools we get is to learn how to walk with this ego:
What is ego? How does it work? And changing intention behind it.

Kabbalah isn't suppressing ego, it is walking with. We are walking above our desires.
We are using five senses in order to reach spirituality.
It is different, we are not putting ego aside. Reaching fulfillment is using our desires.
Building five new senses, rising above.

How will complete bestowal be complete fulfillment without draining?
It is not draining. We are not changing our nature. What we are changing is intention behind it.
Looking at intention in every action.