Kellahin

I have been away for a while. But I am going to start the process of completing the IP for TotJO again.

Part of the insight I have gained during this time away is regarding the nature of the force.. I used to think of it more in intellectual terms or by emotions.. after sitting meditation for sometime I realize that there is a deeper part to it that may transcend discriptive thought. Observing the observed thoughts almost from a third person perspective within myself, I found an emptiness of thought where I am finally at peace. It takes practice but I heard a Zen teacher compare it to brushing one's teeth but for the mind and that it should be done twice a day. Though I lack consistency I feel like this must be true. Days where I practice sitting meditation are better than days I do not. I still need to get deeper into the Campbell reflections.. But I feel like some higher power is with me in the peace I feel.