I think i may be going over to the dark side

hmmm, since for a part of the year if I don't pick up any contracts I do not see sunlight for 2.5 months does this add darkness to me? I find darkness peaceful, serene, and even a great place for concentration. But when in daylight I do see wonders and feel the energy, but my life tends to keep me sleeping through the daylight. In my walkings I've never met someone fully light or dark, I've met murder's who could make me laugh and cared deeply for their children, and priests who were beyond racist and angry. Those are extreme examples, but anyone who has felt love has also felt hatred, We've all won and lost. I think there is a line in our morals that we can lean one way or the other, but our feet are always in the middle with a little of both.

Along the good and bad... a man who kills one person to save the world from a war...is he bad?

From what I've seen light,dark, grey, shadow, they are all different perspectives of the same destination... though the paths may stray or cross most of the meanings are the same from various views

If the Earth faces the sun, it is light. If it doesn't, it's dark. But it always faces both ways.

The Earth is both Light and Dark... this doesn't negate it being the Earth. We call the Light by the name \"day\" and the Dark by the name \"night\". Is one good or evil? I don't think so.

But the Force also has Light and Dark... creation and destruction, emotion and apathy, etc.

\"Good\" and \"evil\" are real, but have no bearing on the Force. Light and Dark, however, are very much (in my perception of things) necessary for the Force to exist.

In what way are they paths? And in what way are they not?

Here's where I want an \"edit\" button, LOL.

I mean in paths that we all walk a different variety of beliefs/morals/philosophy's, but in the end we all become one with the force and our actions balance our environment one way or the other.

Balance and imbalance are opposites... and yet both have to exist. Balance is imperfect because of imbalance, and yet perfect because even balance itself is always countered.

Paradox.

*meditates for a bit... will have to respond more in-depth later*