becoming aware of the force

year 1995 i am walking in a rain forest its raining
clouds are everwere as the rain forest sit on top of a mountain
i am 30 k from the nearest road i have been for a swim that morning in the water fall.
meditating right next to it . asking the forest to give me a gift.
as i walk in the rain i know to night i will camp in a wet one man tent
which i have on my back.

then i get a sharp intake of air in my lungs like i took my first breath for the first time ever.
i stop walking intensely my mind is now above me looking down
then the next i see the energy running in the trees down in the earth
around them over them
then my mind is looking down on the forest and the energy running in it
then i am above the earth
looking down on it and the energy running all over it

i am then push back in to my body at a fast rate of speed
and cry out i drop to the ground tears running down my face
with the emotion to much for me to take all of it in at that moment in time
joy, happiness love for the earth that keep me alive.

i sat there for 30 mins trying to see in my mind eye all i had taken in.