The thread of self-forgiveness

I forgive myself for getting involved again in something I told myself I was done with.

For worrying over things that maybe don't need worrying over...

I forgive myself for laughing out really loud when i read Edan's post , and i want to stress that i am not laughing at , but i recognize this so well , you open your pc and see the forum and you think ..nope .. i am not going there , but 3 posts later then, you went there. And not only knee deep. I forgive myself for that :laugh:

I forgive myself for not always being able to be what those I care about need, and deserve. I know it's not all my fault, and I shouldn't have to even forgive myself for it, but it still hurts.

I forgive myself for going onto the hospital ward with the excuse to see my mother when i actually just wanted to see and hug Derrel one last time , that was saturday but it strangely feels like yesterday.

I forgive myself for feeling sad all the time

I forgive myself for not being good enough for everyone around me

I forgive myself for not loving myself enough

I forgive myself for thinking I am all alone

I know this is for self-forgiveness, but I forgive the flightless bird for not flying and for giving me a metaphor for my music

i forgive myself :laugh:

I forgive myself for all those dark thoughts i enjoyed, or thought i did.

I forgive myself for creating a Facebook account! Just in case people are wondering, I use a pseudonym for privacy of course. :blink:
I do not expect to use Facebook often, please do not feel offended when I hold my activity there to a minimum! :blush:

I forgive myself for being imperfect.