Rants far and wide

I try not to be petty. But, every once and a while I'm overcome with the need to tell somebody off. *sigh*

I don't know who told y'all otherwise, but this whole "government shutdown" thing doesn't mean y'all get to just start ignoring traffic laws and that they don't apply anymore...

That or y'all are all smoking the same crap and not sharing.

Either way, get it together! FFS

Why am I always the leader, despite my best efforts to do nothing. Stop sending me your work, submit it to the Google Doc you have access too. Its not my job to consolidate anything.

Doesn't help matters that we've already finished the questions you sent me. Done. That's what happens when we say "We'll work on it tonight" but you decide to send me your work at 3 am the next morning... euuuughhhh.

This is why I don't drink heavily...

The next day I can't think straight and I act like a jerk.

Live is simpel: You dont belong in my pack if its so easy for others to poison you against me...ask me first...and for the ones poisoning people against me , don't bother explaining it to me , you obviously deserve eachother , i hope you are all very happy together licking eachothers behinds, scheming plotting , you must not get much sleep. I do ....:whistle:

Stupid just doesn't change and there just isn't is anything I can do about it. I have to let stupid be stupid and go on with my life. The sad thing is stupid thinks it's smart.

I'm just gonna quit today, shut down, and go back to bed....

Happy Monday. I guess it's only fair that I have to pay a $3500 - $5000 retainer fee just to prove to the State of Texas that I've always been the parent without any criminal history nor excessive drug use charges. At least this time I will have the courage to stand up and fight for my rights when for so long you've used our son as a weapon for your manipulation.

I may grumble and moan, but my back is straight and my knees aren't weak anymore.

I don't know if I can keep doing these 12+ hour work days...I'm tired.

#thecompanyyoukeep

So not only did my phone not charge (despite being plugged in all day) but it dropped ten percent from the cold, shut off for no reason, and then corrupted a practise sessions' filming. yayyyyyyyy.

I am done with online training. Why am I paying for schooling when I have to do so much of it in my free time and away from a teacher?

Whole thing broke twice, and its due tomorrow. So I'm probably screwed for my placement in April. Happy april fools on me apparently.



EDIT: Meeting with a course coordinator between classes to get this fixed. But still... so much stress. Time for meditation before my rage comes back.

I legitimately will never understand why people take a job, say they understand what the job entails, and then actively refuse to do it. Why even take it then? Egos too big for their own britches. Christ.

I'm going to rant ... right now ....
Why do you need to be told what to do? Why can't you think? Why can't some people see past their own little square ? Why can't I rant ? Why can't I be like you ? I know your not like me! I'm ok with that why can't you be.? Why can't people learn difrently ? Why can't they teach difrently ? Why can't they lead difrently ? What can't they follow difrently ? Why can't we change our avenues of presentation or usage ? Why can't we try somthimg new???? WE ARE NOT ROBOTS!!!! If I was ... ide be Robbie -Nestor 10- speedy - cutie - the Liar- the brain- the machine- Dave - ( it's a Asimov thing)
We can be diffrent ! We ARE diffrent !
Expect others to be diffrent ! Allow others to be diffrent ! ---- please!????

Ok that's my rant to no one in particular and not intended to hurt any one. I don't rant often so there's mine . Force be with us!

Every time i think it cannot get any worse , when are people going to learn to approach eachother here with compassion and respect , there is no honour in putting someone down in public , and remember , if you screw people like that , you are next , maybe not today , maybe not tomorrow , but one day ...., This is not the rat race , what you are doing is NOT JEDI / I have not even treated my enemies the way some treat eachother here ....

Written in plain english....

#done

Other than my IP journal....think I'm don't posting in the forums for awhile....too much stress...too much arguing about who's right....way to many people over explaining why there right and everyone else is wrong. SMH