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  •   Jhannuzs Ian commented on this post about 1 year ago
    It has been a good while since I have been on here, I’m sorry for not coming back with a more light hearted post, but I need help. I have anxiety. I don’t mean that as just being nervous. I mean that in an all absolute paralyzing fear. All. The. Time. I over analyze the smallest things and the intrusive thoughts never stop coming. I can’t even get into a car without intrusive thoughts telling me we are going to crash. Me and my husband are currently living apart to work on issues and my anxiety is my biggest one. It makes me very clingy and makes me freak out over his slightest move. It’s not healthy. Ladies, Gentlemen, I NEED something. Positive mantras, guided meditations, anything. I need to break free from what my mind has become. I am so ashamed I let it get this far. I need to fix this, not only for myself, but my kids and my husband, who I am complete and utter love with. I am not ready to quit. I refuse to be a slave to my own anxiety. I need to be myself again. Thanks.
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  •   verbosecleric54 reacted to this post about 1 year ago
    I think the phrase should be changed from “wouldn’t hurt a fly” to “wouldn’t hurt a spider” when questioning someone’s empathy and kindness. Faced with the decision to either kill or re-home a spider (or any other creepy crawly you’ve been conditioned to dislike) I hope you choose to be kind. The love you give recycles and circulates. No act of kindness is ever lost or wasted, even on a bug.
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  •   verbosecleric54 commented on this post about 1 year ago
    Hello everyone! I am new here and just wanted to introduce myself. I'm Bethany, I'm 21, wife to Josh (Jhoverman) on here, and I am a proud mother to two beautiful little ones. Our eldest is Piper. She is a spunky 1 1/2 year old. Our youngest is Eli. He has Down Syndrome and my, oh my, it is such a blessing to have him. (And his sister of course.) But he is the smiliest and happiest little baby I have seen. Anyway back to me. Back story: Random tidbits: I am a nature soul. Nature is my everything. I feel as if I am one with the universe when I am within nature. I love art. I used to sketch and paint everyday until the MS started affecting m hands. My hands burn as I type this. I am seeking inner peace. I am plagued with severe anxiety, depression, and Multiple Sclerosis. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't have a panic attack. Most of my anxiety is severely irrational. It really throws a blow to my self esteem. I have never felt so crazy. I can't seem to shake the thoughts that cause the anxiety. I am so lost. I feel so alone. The only person I really confide in is my husband and mother-in-law. I am extremely blessed to have them of course. But all of my friends were flakes or just...left. So i'm kind of just here. I'm a stay at home mom and it gets very exhausting having the same routine everyday. I love my kids. I love my husband, and I am so blessed to this life. I just can't shake this rut I'm gotten myself into. I need a change and I want to be at peace. No matter the circumstance. I'm so sorry this is all over the place. I'm not very eloquent. Tis' a pleasure to meet you all. -- Beth
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