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18 Feb 2014 14:56 - 18 Feb 2014 14:58 #138763 by Mortose
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Two Warnings and Such Joy!

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What fun! Last night, I realized that if someone weaker than me seeks a favor, I can charge what I desire. This woman, I do not even have to grant her request, I could simply play with her. However, I will give her what she is asking for, not because I am honorable but because it will be useful to expand my skill in that area.

When I told her she would be my play thing, my amusement, she accepted that. The "abuse" she went through has obviously made her a slave; she just accepts what is done to her! Amusing.

I feel fantastic, energized and elated. Though, I wonder if this is what "falling to the dark" is about? Living for hunger alone, one minded focus on my goals, no further regard for others unless I can benefit? It is like what I was is dying, nearly impossible to hold on to... and I do not want to hold on to it, this new shade of monster is so much more enticing.

The only warnings? I must not lose myself in the manner I become a mindleses beast; I must not forget my goals and live for pleasure alone. Also, I must not seek others to contact what I contact, as it is an insult. If they do it on their own, that is another matter.

Both of these warnings, I will regard.

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18 Feb 2014 16:14 - 18 Feb 2014 16:15 #138772 by Mortose
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Flowery Worms
Source of inspiration: Miles and Darth Repititious- OOTS

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Flowery worms are still worms,
Covered in sweet sticky scent,
Still foul.

They slide their bodies on the ground,
Like cowards keeping out of sight,
So wretched.

They parade about like men of power,
Playing a role, slithering their way up the throne,
Settling on a Master's lap.

It takes one clever and sly,
To rip from them their false skin,
They sicken me.

"Feed the weak to the powerful",
That is how it is done,
Words of might!

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18 Feb 2014 17:31 #138791 by elizabeth
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Actually I don't need any favours from you, and neither am I weaker mortose...I may be an idiot and have a tendency to be attracted to the wrong things but I am old enough to admit to myself that what I sometimes want is not what I need.
You want to expand your skills, go learn like I have to and plaything? Really?
not how I remember the conversation although I did enjoy parts, did you?
live for your hunger and watch it devour you
Me? I'm going to try to get back what I have been destroying these past few days and maybe some self respect at the same time.

I own my life
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19 Feb 2014 02:21 - 19 Feb 2014 02:23 #138881 by Jestor
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[Previous post removed for direct insult of another individual]

Sith ain't Evil...
Jedi ain't Saints....


"Bake or bake not. There is no fry" - Sean Ching


Rite: PureLand
TOTJO Council
Master: Jasper_Ward
Current Apprentices: Viskhard, DanWerts, Llama Su, Trisskar
Former Apprentices: Knight Learn_To_Know, Knight Edan, Knight Brenna, Knight Madhatter
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19 Feb 2014 02:23 #138883 by Mortose
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elizabeth wrote: Actually I don't need any favours from you, and neither am I weaker mortose...I may be an idiot and have a tendency to be attracted to the wrong things but I am old enough to admit to myself that what I sometimes want is not what I need.
You want to expand your skills, go learn like I have to and plaything? Really?
not how I remember the conversation although I did enjoy parts, did you?
live for your hunger and watch it devour you
Me? I'm going to try to get back what I have been destroying these past few days and maybe some self respect at the same time.


Woman, this was not about you. It was about the other female seeking her memory locked up by me.

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19 Feb 2014 02:24 #138884 by Zephyrus
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Fire cleanses as well as destroys.

The Black Wizard ~ Rainbow Chaos Magick ~ Thelemite

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19 Feb 2014 02:26 #138885 by Mortose
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Connor Lidell wrote: Fire cleanses as well as destroys.


It does! However, the censorship was silly. That was hardly an insult! Heck!? I even welcome insults in these pages!

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19 Feb 2014 02:28 #138886 by Jestor
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And we do not...;)

Sith ain't Evil...
Jedi ain't Saints....


"Bake or bake not. There is no fry" - Sean Ching


Rite: PureLand
TOTJO Council
Master: Jasper_Ward
Current Apprentices: Viskhard, DanWerts, Llama Su, Trisskar
Former Apprentices: Knight Learn_To_Know, Knight Edan, Knight Brenna, Knight Madhatter

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19 Feb 2014 02:31 #138887 by Mortose
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Jestor wrote: And we do not...;)


Why? If I invite such on myself, why stand in the middle?

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19 Feb 2014 02:31 - 19 Feb 2014 02:32 #138888 by Zephyrus
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Fire also burns away its base, either spreading or dying away.

:lol:

The Black Wizard ~ Rainbow Chaos Magick ~ Thelemite
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