Due to my recent letter to my father, I finally got a chance to use his bedroom for a couple hours so I could spend some much needed time in meditation rather than my daily contemplations. It was truly an awesome feeling just to be able to close my eyes and grow still and feel the Force flowing all around me. I had been missing thi sense of connection for quite some time yet it seemed to come the second I was able to get away from the hustle of my daily life. The experience was so moving and strong that I couldn't help but my body shake. While curious as to why my body reacted in this way, I put off any contemplaions and allowed myself to experience the moment. Since I came out of meditation, it eems that the chronic pain in my back and shoulders that is a constant companion has seemed to lessen although it doesn't seem to have gone away totally. Things also look brighter and more vital then they did before.

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